An Emotional
Rollercoaster
Parts/Chapters:
1 of 1
Author:
Genta
Email: gentah@yahoo.com
Song: Emotional
Rollercoaster by Vivian Green; lyrics enclosed at the end
Ratings:
NC-17
Contents/Warnings: mild sexual situations
Characters:
Molly Holly (Nora Greenwald) and unnamed person
Disclaimers:
I own only the story. Character names are more in likely trademarked to WWE.
Personal names belong to the people. Song is by Vivian Green
Distributions:
just ask…
Spoilers:
none
Author's
Notes: none
Summary:
Nora’s on a rollercoaster she’s trying to get off of
Nora lay awake not wanting to get
up and face the morning. Mondays were always hard for her. She saw him the most
on Mondays. It wasn’t like she could avoid him. He always sought her out. He
cornered her in isolated areas. Her mind was already thinking of how to avoid
him. She knew if she stepped out of the bed that she would start pacing. Nora
prayed constantly. She wanted to know what she had gotten herself into. It
wasn’t a relationship. He was deeply committed to someone else but had time for
her.
Nora sighed and got out of bed. She
went to her bag. She pulled out her running gear. She found her meter reader as
she called it. She needed her three miles of therapy. Nora hated to admit when
she was losing. This time she was losing big. She had fallen in love with
someone who barely liked her.
Nora assured herself during her run
that she was going to be okay. Her new goal was to live each day and be truly
happy with herself. She was not an extension of him. She did have a life before
him. Before she realizes it, she is back to the hotel. As she got to her room,
Nora was anguished. She heard water running but knew Lisa was at an autograph
session. She didn’t want to go inside the room. She knew he was in there. He
was making a false passionate love scenario. Her confidence drained mentally,
physically and emotionally.
Nora walked in and took off her
shoes. He was there to meet her. He leaned down and kissed her. He reached down
and pulled off her shirt. He kissed her neck. She reluctantly wrapped her
around him. She tried not to smile as his hands went under her sports bra. She
leaned back and reached her arms above her head as he removed it. She moaned
softly as he knelt before her. He gently sucked at her nipple as he removed her
pants and pants. He slowly stood up and led her into the warm bath.
Nora laid
on the bed. He trailed up her body. She tensed as he entered her. Nora tried to
ignore the next thought that entered her head. A sickness would flow over her.
She hated the way he could make love to her and then leave. She didn’t want him
to only pacify her with promises. Promises she knew he would never keep. She
knew loving him wasn’t healthy. It wasn’t even reciprocated. She knew him was
never good for her. But Paul Levesque was an emotional rollercoaster that she
could not get off.
Last night I cried tossed and
turned, woke up with dry eyes.
My mind was racing, feet were
pacing.
Lord help me please tell me what
have I gotten into.
Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind, it
always me out,
it's my therapy when I'm losing it which is usually.
I'm on a
emotional rollercoaster.
Loving you aint
nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me.
But I can't get off.
Yesterday I told myself I was gonna
be okay.
Gonna start a new day be truly
happy.
I was gonna take control of me.
But eventually reality hit me.
Mentally, physically, emotionally.
And I opened my eyes and realized
that I was still being taken for a constant ride
I'm on a
emotional rollercoaster.
Loving you aint
nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me.
But I can't get off.
So tired of you making love to me, then disappearing so suddenly.
Up and down it goes.
And I'm so tired of you pacifying me
with promises you know that you'll never keep.
Round and round it goes.
I'm on a
emotional rollercoaster.
Loving you aint
nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me.
But I can't get off.