Numb

Author: PaulenaK

Email: toukalah@hotmail.com

Rating: PG

Disclaimer: Everything WWE belongs to Vince McMahon. Song used

is 'Numb' by 'Linkin Park'.

Feedback: Is much appreciated.

~Denote's song lyric's~

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Numb

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~Tired of being what you want me to be~

~Feeling so faithless lost under the surface~

~Don’t know what your expecting of me~

~But under the pressure of walking in your shoes~

"Believe me, it's simple and let's face it, sometimes the oldest trick in the

book is the one your opponent will be least expecting."

They both turned as music started to play in the background.

"You know what to do." Molly said turning away from the other woman to

make her way to the curtain pausing before she stepped through to look

back. "Don’t disappoint me... again."

~Caught in the undertow~

~Just caught in the undertow~

No longer known as the rookie diva who competed for and won the

Women's Championship Title her first night on Raw.

~Every step that I take is another mistake to you~

At least to the woman she had been forced to align herself with.

~Caught in the undertow~

~Just caught in the undertow~

Now she, along with the rest just went with the flow. A follower whose fate had

been decided amongst her fellow diva's that same first night.

~I've become so numb~

~I can’t feel you there~

~Become so tired so much more aware~

~I'm becoming this, all I want to do~

~Is be more like me and be less like you~

What was she supposed to do?

After that first night none of the diva's wanted

anything to do with her. Yeah, so, Trish had put in an effort, but getting a chick

kick to the side of the head curtsey of the blonde diva soon darkened that

display of friendship.

All looked at her with animosity and contempt oozing behind their smile's, all

shunned her for not earning her way up the ranks like the rest of them had.

Except Molly.

But, as she soon learned, Molly Holly had her own agenda, which came into

fruition the very next week... when Molly took her title away.

~Can’t you see that your smothering me~

~Holding to tightly, afraid to lose control~

~Cause everything that you thought I would be~

~Is falling apart right in front of you~

That should have been the end of it there, all ties should have been

Severed, but instead Molly had taken the opposite approach, forcing her

so called friendship on the rookie. And willing or not, at the time she had had

no choice but to accept it.

Yet, even that was to be short lived as she found out in the triple threat match

they were both booked into with Trish Stratus.

'That's why I'm the champ!' She could hear Molly's voice in her head, calling

back down to her as she stood inside the ring watching Molly's ascent up

the ramp, Woman's Title belt proudly in her hands. 'It's all about the

competition!'

~Caught in the undertow~

~Just caught in the undertow~

“No matter how many times those moves are pulled, there is always

someone there to take the bait." She heard Stacey snigger as she made

her way through the curtain.

~Every step that I take is another mistake to you~

A comment that had done its rounds of the roster before the night was over.

~Caught in the undertow~

~Just caught in the undertow~

A comment that had piqued her curiosity causing her to comment on it once

they were alone in the diva's locker room.

~And every second I waste is more then I can take~

And in doing so had resulted in a screaming match followed by a fat lip.

Hers.

~I've become so numb~

~I can’t feel you there~

~Become so tired so much more aware~

~I'm becoming this, all I want to do~

~Is be more like me and be less like you~

Now she knew not to question the actions of the Woman Champ. Now she

knew her role alongside the only other woman within the diva's locker room

who gave her the time of day, even if that time were purely for her own selfish

reason's.

And now because of that acquaintance, that's how everyone else saw 'her'.

~And I know I may end up failing to~

~But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you~

That's how Molly would see her if the title ended up around Victoria's waist

tonight.

What happened to make you so hard? So cold? Was it that bad that you felt

you had to turn your back on everyone and everything, using others

insecurities and naiveties to gain the upper hand... pushing everyone that little

bit further away.

~I've become so numb~

~I can’t feel you there~

~Become so tired so much more aware~

~I'm becoming this, all I want to do~

~Is be more like me and be less like you~

The loss of trust, the numbness, the chill in your heart, the facade of

acceptance you wear to hide what your really feeling.

I see that all.

I guess that's why I stay because even though I know I will always just be a

tool for you to use to keep the Women's Title around your waist...

~I've become so numb~

~I can’t feel you there~

Deep down I know that in the long run...

~Tired of being what you want me to be~

I am more like you then I care to admit.

~I've become so numb~

~I can’t feel you there~

And soon...

~Tired of being what you want me to be~

You will come to realise it.

Lifting her eyes to the monitor, Gail Kim readied herself to run out to ringside

and help Molly Holly keep the gold.

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