From the Inside

Author: PaulenaK ~ toukalah@hotmail.com

Rating: PG

Disclaimer: Everything WWE belongs to Vince McMahon. Song is ‘From the Inside’ by ‘Linkin Park’ (Lyrics follow at the end of SF)

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From the Inside

 

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I should be use to this.

 

It’s happened so many times in my career I swear if I had a dollar for every time someone I thought of as my ally, my friend, my brother turned their back on me because of there own jealous insecurities I’d be richer than Vince McMahon himself.

 

Makes a man question his people abilities, his judgement and his credibility when once again he allows someone to get close enough to stab him in the back. Not once, not twice, but multiple times…over and over again.

 

It’s no wonder I turned to drugs and alcohol all those years ago. I became the one to be despised. I became the one to turn on everyone else and damn the consequences! Only thing was I lost more then my grip on reality, more then the respect of my fans and more importantly respect for myself.

 

I lost my wife and kids.

 

But you see I’m not that same man. I’m stronger now inside where it counts and it’s that strength that has put me where I am today.

 

You may beat me down and work Twenty-Four-Seven to keep me there, but I’m telling you now I’m gonna claw my way back. You may even succeed in taking away this WWE Championship Title away from me, but no matter what you do to me on the outside… regardless of who you are… you will never break my spirit.

 

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End - From the Inside

 

Song Lyrics:

I don’t know who to trust

No surprise

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts sift through dust

And the lies

 

Trying not to break

But I’m so tired of this deceit

Every time I try to make myself

Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

All the tiring time between

And how

Trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me

 

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

Cause I swear for the last time

I won’t trust myself with you

 

Tension is building inside

Steadily

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts forcing there way

Out of me

 

I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you

Waste myself on you

You

 

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