What I was missing
AUTHOR:
Genta ~ gentah@yahoo.com
RATING:
PG - 13
SUMMARY:
Amy longs to have someone as her Valentine but will she reach out to him
DISCLAIMER:
Those appearing either own themselves or are owned by World Wrestling
Entertainment. The song used is by Keyshia Cole
called Love.
DISTRIBUTION:
Anywhere I post and WWE_ATS_BTVS_Complete... for Anny's Valentine contest
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The candles flicked in the darkness. One body lay on the sofa. She had Alicia
Keys playing in the background. She wanted him there. He made everything right.
Amy missed the traveling and the socializing she did with everyone. But she had
a newer purpose in her life. The monitor released the cries of little Tamela.
Amy was caught off guard because normally she slept through the night. Joy had
told her she should inform him that he has a child. Amy was still at odds with
divulging that information. He had not tried to contact her at all.
Tamela
calmed down her cries as she noticed her mom enter the room. Amy had a little
piece of him with her in Tamela. Amy quickly came to the realization that he
was happy. He was still with his wife. Amy just got caught up in a lust affair
that was already traveling down a dead end road. She did not think she was his
type. His wife was prettier than her. Amy, by no means was as wild as Candice.
He had taken time to get to know her.
Before
she knew it, he was pursuing her. But he was not like every other married man
looking for action on the road. Amy walked with Tamela to the living room.
Tamela was getting over the flu. Amy handed her a sippy
cup of Pedialyte. Amy remembered when he first kissed
her. She felt something she had never felt with anyone. So up until her
release, she had never felt with anyone. No one ever knew it was sexual. She
did not flip out when he was with his wife. He was the first to say that he
loved her. She loved him more than he could ever understand. He finally broke
down and admitted that he was working things out with his wife.
Amy
was so discouraged as far as her feelings and herself
went. It had almost been a year and a half. She picked up her cell and flipped
through her phone book. She was not surprised that his number was still there.
Actually she got tired of deleting it only for Joy to re-enter it. Amy hit send
and waited. She breathed a sign of relief when he got his voicemail. She looked
at Tamela and left a message.
Hi, I just wanted to call since it had been so long. I
hope things are working out for you...
Umm...
I really wanted to tell you something else but it's not something you do over
the phone.
You know... I never knew what I was missing but I knew once we started kissin'
I found not only Love but you as well. I hope you have a loving Valentine's
Amy
hit end and popped her neck. She had made an effort. Tamela had fallen back to
sleep and Amy was about to go to bed when her doorbell rang. It was
"I
was in town and thought I would stop by. Actually Joy stated you needed a
Valentine." He said as Amy laughed nervously.
"That
would be Joy... Are those for me?" Amy asked as she noticed the flowers.
"Oh... yeah!
Joy did not tell me you were baby-sitting." Kurt said as he looked at the
little girl.
"Well
I am not... she is mine. Tamela Cristina." Amy said as she noticed the
wheels turning behind his blue eyes. "I found out 2 months after I was
released. I was not sure how to tell you."
"I
take it this was what you wanted to tell me. Wow! Well, I need to share
something with you. Karen and I are no longer together. She can't handle the
traveling schedule. I have thought about you everyday. I was too afraid to try
and call you. But then Joy came to the last PPV and we have a stern
conversation. So I began to realize that what I was missing was
you." Kurt said as Amy smiled.
"So
where does this leave us?" Amy questioned as Kurt moved next to her.
"Let's
work on this Valentine's day..." Kurt said as he leaned in to kiss her.
I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I mad your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But i guess it was all just make-believe
Oh, Love
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....
I can go, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby
why you go so far away
Why you go...
Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....
I found you
yeaaahhhh
oooooo
Now I go, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you.........
Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....