Sweetest Goodbye

(not nice)

Rating: *R*

Disclaimer: Everything WWE belongs to Vince McMahon.

Feedback: Is much appreciated.

WARNING: Mentions of abuse and rape.

AN: This fic has nothing to do with the ‘NICE’ version I wrote a while back other then the same song being used. Song lyric's follow at the end of fic.

Sweetest Goodbye

No matter where you go or how far, you'll always fall short of your

goal to be rid of me, not because you weren't tough enough, pretty

enough or even slutty enough, but simply because eternity isn't big

enough to hide you from me.

`Out stretched arms and an open heart' – that was me. I was willing

to lay it all on the line for you, as I did, I would have given you

the world if only you'd have voiced it.

It was like a never ending fire within in to make you my own and you

made me think you wanted me too… and yet underneath your innocent

façade and pretty smile you were as rotten as the rest of them… if

not more. You killed us before we even had a chance to begin and now

I'll be with you forever. Right up until the day you die.

"Chris please…"

Oh yeah, I know you understand alright. Where's Christian now huh?

Where is he now? You can't answer can you? Do you even know? That's

the difference between what you could have had with me and what you

now have with him. Where I gave up all the pretences and silly games

for you, Christian merely added you to his.

He watched with a maniacal eye as his hand trailed across her cheek

catching the tear that slipped through her lashes.

Tears won't do you any good. You see I've long since hardened myself

to your wily ways.

This is goodbye, but not any `goodbye' your use too… this is the

sweetest goodbye of them all.

Don't struggle.

We both know you like it rough. You like a little hair pulling and

the feel of teeth grating against that plush pink mouth of your's,

don't shake your head… at Wrestle Mania XX the whole world saw how

you liked to be handled.

Did you think you could just humiliate me and that would be the end

of it? You don't know me very well do you? Now you're finding out

what the full extent of your betrayal did to me and you'll be

remembering it for a long, long time to come.

How does it feel?

Wether willing or not how does it feel to have me inside you? How

does it feel? I wanna know. Tell me, scream at me, plead with me, claw at my face and hands with your nails.

Now spent, I pull out of you and watch as you crumple to the floor

and yet, I feel no compassion, no sympathy or understanding… my

indifference and cold heartedness has well and truly matured into

it's adult state.

I will always be with you now, you can't hide and no one can protect

you from this… not even yourself. You may put a million miles between

us but I will always be with you, in that little corner of your mind

that you tuck our little encounter into… that place where only you

and I will go.

Told you this wasn't just goodbye Trish, this was more… this was the

sweetest goodbye.

End

Song Lyric's:

Where you are seems to be, As far as an eternity

Outstretched arms open hearts, And if it never ends then when will we

start?

I'll never leave you behind, Or treat you unkind

I know you understand, And with a tear in my eye

Give me the sweetest goodbye, That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back, Bring me closer to heart attack

Say goodbye and just fly away, When you come back

I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone, When you get home

There must be someplace here that only you and I good go, So I can

show you how I…

Dream away everyday, Try so hard to disregard

The rhythm of the rain that drops, And coincides with the beat of my

heart