Darling Little
Author: PaulenaK ~
toukalah@hotmail.com
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Feedback: Is much appreciated.
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Darling Little
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When I was twelve years old – That’s
when I remember it starting. That’s when you decided I wasn’t good enough.
I was a young kid then wanting only
to be loved by you and I stupidly battled within myself to be the daughter you
wanted me to be, the brainy one, the meek one, the one who did everything by
the book and it wasn’t until a few years later that I realized my one hope was
a false one. So instead of setting my goals to please you I changed it to
setting my goals to please me, goals that have molded me into the woman
standing before you now.
Do you like what I have become?
Take a look. Take a good look because
your influence had no part in what I am today and for that I am sorry, but for
everything else I am not. We can never go back, can never have that second
chance because nothings going to change how I feel inside, the pain just cuts
too deep and its all still fresh in my mind ten years on.
Remember me as I am now. Take this
image with you to the other world as a reminder of the little girl who for most
of her life you deemed unworthy and know that here and now as you lay there
moments from death – That your darling little
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