Changing Roles

Author: PaulenaK ~ toukalah@hotmail.com

Rating: PG

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Changing Roles

 

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This is driving me fucking insane!

 

Is this how he felt? Did he tense up every time I entered the vicinity of his personal space and then breathe a sigh of relief when I carried on by? Where ever he went did I purposely seek him out? Did I eaves drop on his conversations just to learn that little bit more about him?

 

Did he pretend he couldn’t see me staring at him out the corner of my eye? Did he turn away like I do when our eyes meet… and that first time - What in God’s name was going through his head that first time? When the sound of a child’s laughter first brought my attention his way, he was playing with the child and I couldn’t help but smile as I watched them. Only thing was ‘He’ lifted his head and for the longest moment our eyes met and held.

 

I admit that after that first time my eyes continuously sought out his presence, I always knew when he was near without having to see him first. I became familiar with his routine, his style, his preferences and then something happened and suddenly it all became too predictable, too expected and too boring.

 

So I found myself busying myself elsewhere. I tried to find for myself a little freedom in other things and other places, but some how he was still always there. And before I knew what was happening I was the one being watched, followed and stared at.

 

Is this a game? Some form of pay back? Or am I reading too much into this… I don’t know… my head hurts. He’s staring at me and my head hurts.

 

When had it all changed? When had ‘We’ changed?

 

As if on cue Stephanie tensed up as again he brushed passed her.

 

When had the stalker become the stalkee?

 

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