Changing Roles
Author: PaulenaK ~ toukalah@hotmail.com
Rating: PG
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Changing Roles
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This is
driving me fucking insane!
Is this how
he felt? Did he tense up every time I entered the vicinity of his personal
space and then breathe a sigh of relief when I carried on by? Where ever he
went did I purposely seek him out? Did I eaves drop on his conversations just
to learn that little bit more about him?
Did he
pretend he couldn’t see me staring at him out the corner of my eye? Did he turn
away like I do when our eyes meet… and that first time - What in God’s name was
going through his head that first time? When the sound of a child’s laughter
first brought my attention his way, he was playing with the child and I
couldn’t help but smile as I watched them. Only thing was ‘He’ lifted his head
and for the longest moment our eyes met and held.
I admit that
after that first time my eyes continuously sought out his presence, I always
knew when he was near without having to see him first. I became familiar with
his routine, his style, his preferences and then
something happened and suddenly it all became too predictable, too expected and
too boring.
So I found
myself busying myself elsewhere. I tried to find for myself a little freedom in
other things and other places, but some how he was still always there. And
before I knew what was happening I was the one being watched, followed and stared
at.
Is this a
game? Some form of pay back? Or am I reading too much into this… I don’t know…
my head hurts. He’s staring at me and my head hurts.
When had it
all changed? When had ‘We’ changed?
As if on cue
Stephanie tensed up as again he brushed passed her.
When had the
stalker become the stalkee?
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